Lost
Up until recently, i always thought i knew what i want in life. Even though i might not know for sure the details of my plans, i have a couple of things that i would like to experience and achieve.
Somehow, being part of an ocean of people, the waves would unconsciously push you to a landing where you might just settle for good. I no longer know what i can do, what choices i'm left with and how much strength i have to fight for my own dreams.
After moving so much during the time i was away from home, i yearned to just stop and catch my breath. To unload my catch and put them nicely on the shelf. To be reconnected with my roots and feel complete. Now that i'm on the verge of kick starting my career path; my heart threatens to break free and live in the unconventional way.
Sometimes i feel my soul is broken and bruised. It is uncontrollable and it makes mistakes. It needs to be repaired.
And it wants to be free.
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Labels: whines
posted by Mi Ki @ 4:40 PM
1 Comments:
Life throws us left and right, we swim and choke in deep waters and then all of a sudden we are stuck in low waters. Sometimes everything seems clear, but other times everything feels wrong, or uncertain or misunderstood. We follow a path, then we loose it, then again we find it. This is how life is. And the moments you are going through are very natural. Those moments of doubts and questioning, those moments of soul pain - even now I live through them from time to time, as any other human being. Be brave, mi ki, the fog will fade out and you will see the sun again :) Gambatteh mi ki! :)
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